I am back again. Transforming...
It's been a very interesting few months, a time of some heavy-duty changes and inner transformations. It's been a time of great blessing as I have received much tender caring from friends old and new. It's been a time of intense meditation, prayer, and doing the work required when one is seeking spiritual connection, answers, and tools to live by. Working at it is necessary because what is sought requires more of a person than who that person was at the starting point. Work strengthens. There is no other way to get there than by doing the work in the journey.
I have been spending as much time in nature as I can. Nature is one of life's Great Healers, Great Rejuvenators, Great Friends. Several days per week I spend hours among the flowers, trees, grasses. I am there in both sunshine and rain, does not matter to me. My time spent in the natural world has been amazing -- very cleansing of old inner junk that needs to go.
I am happy to say that the decision I made so many months ago is still firm in my soul, and it is one of the best decisions I ever made. It proves to be increasingly valuable and helpful.
Something new...
Tomorrow, July 12, I start a new journey of discovery, healing, and again building my life. I am quite nervous about it, but I am relieved and proud as well. I did the work necessary to reach this place and go the next level. I am ready. Ready does not have to be synonymous with brave. I don't feel so brave, just ready. I know I need this gift of grace and I am accepting it, and I am beyond grateful to have the help and guidance I will need.
For now, a photo of one of my sweet nature havens:
